I want to call you. I want to talk to you. I want you to know what I'm going through right now. I want you to know how much I still love you and probably always will. I want you to be part of this every step of the way no matter what happens. I'm scared. I need you. I'm so afraid that if I call you, you'll hang up on me or laugh at me or tell me that my fears aren't valid. I'm scared.
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