Hey mate sorry things are so tough *hugs* Im in some pain right now which make sit hard to focus but just wanted to say I read and care. why not go to your gp, and try to make your gp understand try to oraganise some help/support? If you find it hard to talk to your gp, I find that its useful to write everything down in a letter and give it to them.
Try and see if you have any self harm support groups/charities in your area that could help you?
As for your parents, they may deal with mentally ill people, but you are there child they dont want you to be in any sort of pain, and intentionally ionflicting pain may scare them. Its easier to pretend that there aren't any serious problems. take care mate
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