Thanks Kat. We've made up, both cried, both said sorry so all's well between us. I really need to cut though. Trouble is, we have a system so he knows if I take my blades to the bathroom. Which is good, but I could really use it right now and I can't do it. I have to go back to the doctor next week so we'll see what he says, but I think I've been struggling the past couple of months. Took a few (only a few) too many codeine tablets and some alcohol to try and make me sleep, and ended up having paramedics called by my boyfriend. You know how everyone thinks you're fine but really you're falling apart at the seams...
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