Kim, i would tell you to avoid certain people, but then by avoiding them, you won't end up wanting to get away from yarmouth. 10 years from now, you will be happy. The happiest person in the world possibly. Your so called friends at the mo, well, i'm not going to tell you how they affect you, but you'll realise your mum's right. On the subject of mum, try not to be too harsh on her. She has depression too, but you won't find out until you move 200 miles away. But she'll be happy in around 9 years. Birmingham will be the making of you. I know you already realise this depression is getting worse, but without it, you won't move so far away. You are a beautiful individual, and someone in birmingham will make you realise that. And the best part? In 10 years, you'll have a little boy who you love more than you would ever believe. Being a mum will bring back your demons, but you're more like your adoptive mum than your biological mum. You'll try your hardest. Just get to birmingham, explore, find that pub by accident, and make sure you're working valentines day in 7 years. You'll get a date with your soulmate. Take care of yourself. Oh. While i remember. That song? It's called iris. And you'll still love it in 10 years time.
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