Dear me,
you think it's funny now, but 4 years from now she'll be right. you'll be a mess, and no one will know.
tell him. now. before he leaves. if you don't you'll regret it. if you do--well who knows what'll happen. either way it's just a middle school crush and either way you'll get over it eventually, but if you tell him then 4 years from now you won't be wistfully missing his friendship.
talk to her, your best friend. reach out to her. she needs you NOW. don't wait to figure that out until after the storm has passed. don't let her go through this alone.
in 2005 Grandma will die. In 2007 Grandpa will die. so prepare yourself. tell them you love them & get to know them better. make more memories.
love yourself now. more than you do. maybe then it won't be so bad.
and most of all...
it helps a ton to talk about your emotions.maybe if you start now you'll be used to it & four years from now you won't have to resort to cutting. maybe...
I just wrote last night in my journal about how much I miss you. I love you so so much & wish that parts of me were still you, if that makes sense. good luck. can't wait to see how you turn out.
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