Dear 13 year old me,
Dont live in fear of him... face up to him... tell him he hurts you mentally, tell him you want him to be happy and not blame you for everything. Dont let popele make decisions for you. Make them yourself and learn to be happy even though its hard.
Dont start going down the wrong path.. dont start becoming isolated because she died. Love yourself and in later life you wont feel so bad. Dont make bad friendships and dont depend on others.. learn to communicate and dont live your life through others.
But most of all dont feel the need to want to disappear. Be brave and tell people what you feel, start with your family otherwise.. you will regret every single year since you were born. Just be happy.
Love 21 year old you xx
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