to be honest, I dont know if i feel the pain. i know that I am cutting, I know that I am cutting deep. I can see the blood running down my arm, and I can see the cut, but I am not thinking about what I am doing, and its only after that I realise that I have a new cut in my arm. If someone else hits me, or when my "friend" stabs me with his pen, i feel that, but I dont think I feel it when i cut myself. you are most certainly not strange.
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