[snoopdragon]

i spent my time this weekend doing a favor for someone who is the closest thing i have to a friend she is the only person outside of my family who knows i cut. she asked me to buy something for her because i was going out to shop and could get it cheaper then her and then she would pay me back. later in the day when she thought i wasn't around i heard her complaining about it not being the right kind and how it was cheap crappy and would break this ws after i told her i could return it if it wasn't what she wanted. why am stupid enough to do anything for her when she has told me she cant stand me more than once. i still sat here tonight and made her a cd just because i know it will make her happy and i feel good when i can make her happy i just wish i knew why she always has bad things to say about me even though i do anthing i can just to make her smile. when she has problems i will spend as much time as she needs listening and trying to help her ieven get in trouble with our boss somedays for talking to her. but when i need to talk she is always to busy or finds something more important to do after i try talking to her i have tried to stay away from her but i cant because any time she is upset or crying i have to help her i feel so stupid why do icare so much about somone who hates me