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need? or just habit?
I scared myself the other day. Up until now SI has been a reflex action, an answer when things got too difficult to deal with or a distraction from emotional pain. This year has not been good so far. I'm now on day 2 without cutting (yay me!) but the worrying thing is this...
I went out for a few beers with a couple of mates the other night. Had a right laugh. Was a good night. I came home, wandered straight to the bathroom and cut like it was a normal part of my bedtime routine. I don't know why I did it. I'm now a little worried that it's gone too far. Even now I'm quite content but still thinking about cutting again.
Why???
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