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Hey kate...

I'm been thinking about you so much recently and how if I did try to get rid of myself, you would be waiting at the pearly gates, waiting to slap me across the head.. anyway... the campaign is going well. Phil has got the website up and running and we have a myspace for you as well.

I still miss you so much and not a day goes by when I don't think of you and shed a tear. Your birthday is gonna be so tough... the fact that we shared the same birthday makes things worse. I planned on going up there to see you and put some things by your graveside... I still need you around and I know that you might think this is dumb, but I still miss you and I still need you. You shouldn't have died the way you did and as young as you were. 27 is no age to leave. bloody hell, I still love you though...

You know what I did the other night... sat up crying and praying you would come back... even if it was just for a few minutes... just to see you again.

I still need you... I'm sorry I can't be with you