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Not Sure*trig*
I'm not entirely sure what to do. Everytime I close my eyes I see blood. I want to SI so badly, but I don't to throw everything down the drain. I am currently 3 months SI free. Actually, now that i think about it...I'm three months free today exactly. For some reason I just can't shake these thoughts. I've been trying to distract myself, but nothing seems to be working. I just feel like I am so broken on the inside. ergh! I hate this.
I don't know what i'm asking for...or if i'm even asking for anything. Maybe just hugs...maybe a good slap in the face to snap me out of it.
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