It wasn't too long ago that I was in the exact same position as you and I can completely empathise with how you're feeling. I understand how much it can hurt and how hard it is, but you're right, you need to try and keep a bit of a distance until you're sure of how this girl feels.
You've done so well with not cutting and you should be so proud; I know I am and I hardly know you =) I know what it can be like to feel as though you need to 'punish' yourself, but sweetheart, you've done nothing wrong. You do not need to be punished.
Stay strong and if you ever want to talk about it, feel free to PM me =)
Take care
Zed x
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