this is so ****ed up i don't know anymore. went out to movies and all these ppl at the shops were so tiny and skinny and i'm so fat and huge ohh and to think i actually ate lunch there how terrible am i i ate i'm a failure. but needless to say everything was ok well sorta not really went out had fun got home the second i got inside i knew something was up everything is just going downhill. its terrible so sat down ate in front of parents so to get them off my back and they go wow thats huge cant believe you'd eat that much well guess where dinner went yep straight down the toilet and i made sure i got rid of all of it but dont think i did so i guess i failed at that as well grr cant do anything right. then to make it worse i went and had chocolate OMG im way to fat as it is and i go eat choc good work ash im hopeless ohhhhhh. sorry if any of you read this, im just ova it
Ash xxxx