First off, your doctor cannot tell your parents anything unless you have threatened to seriously harm yourself or others. you should talk to him/her about it if you dont want your parents to know but obviously it is best they know. It sounds to me like your mum could be very supportive.
As for the rumours, if people see something or hear about something it will always go around school. That is the way school is im afraid, i had to deal with the same thing.
[Bio-Oil will work but it takes a bit of time & it depends on how deep the cut was]
Your friend is probably really worried, some people dont know what to do when they find out somebody is selfharming and need someone to talk to.
how about you try and talk to her?
find out why she said those things?
i think you have to understand that this is going to effect people whether you like it or not and im sorry if im being a bit blunt but people will have different opinions on selfharm.
I dont think you really want to be dead, there is nothing worth taking your life over. things can always be worked through, you will get past this. If i can, you can.
As for not caring about friends or family, i think you do deep down or you wouldnt worry about what they think about your SI.
Also,i think that by telling you to stop, your friends are trying to help you and are thinking of you.
please try and get some help, you cant stay like this forever. you will just feel even worse and there are things to look forward to in life. but you need to want to help yourself.
im sorry if this is a jumbled mess but i hope this helped.
take care
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