firstly i want to say that you do deserve help as much as anyone else does.
im sorry that you feel like this, i know how horrible it is, ive been there before.
i can never manage to get any help cuz im so scared but i think you should try and see if there is someone you can talk to about everything, maybe just a friend or family member who is willing to listen and be a shoulder to cry on.
sorry im not to good at this advise thing.
hope everything is ok, feel free to pm me anytime.
take care
xxxx
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