When i moved to school for the first time, I was in a different city, and i was rather dumb and had a gf. When we broke up from distance, my family by this point left accross the country, I fell into a deep pit and I was just broken that I couldn't go home. No one was there either and so much more bull crap happened ontop of that, I resorted to cutting really bad a few times.
When i had only 3 months left before I could leave, I started to look at life like a really hard game.. You're this close to getting to the end 6 months is not that long. I suggest playing video games alone if everyones pissing you off (diablo 2 is really good for taking out stress).
Just mark down the days, and keep going, and don't give up! It's rough I know but you can make it! and when you're done and years from now you will be like "nothing can stop me now. I made it through that BS!"
Your stronger then you know, and if you want someone to just talk to, feel free to PM me and i'll give you my msn :)
Don't give up!
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