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Doesnt_matter · 08-01-2008, 01:54 PM

In two hours I will see my psychiatrist and I am so f***ing afraid to tell him how I feel and in what mental state I have been being during the last weeks.
I haven't slept last night because I was so nervous and now I feel even more exhausted than yesterday...
...and tomorrow I will see my therapist again.
On Friday will be my application interview.

What a heavy, exciting (in a bad way) week!

Please think of me!

08-01-2008, 01:54 PM	#11
Doesnt_matter Judith Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Germany	In two hours I will see my psychiatrist and I am so f***ing afraid to tell him how I feel and in what mental state I have been being during the last weeks. I haven't slept last night because I was so nervous and now I feel even more exhausted than yesterday... ...and tomorrow I will see my therapist again. On Friday will be my application interview. What a heavy, exciting (in a bad way) week! Please think of me!
	I can't control my destiny. I trust my soul. My only goal is just to be. (Rent) I'm selfish, inpatient and a little insecure. *I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle* but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. (Marilyn Monroe)