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ITS BEDTIME!
Try telling that to my 3mth old son!
he hates going to bed.
he has had his nappy changed he's drank a full 7once bottle and all he
wants to do is play!
i put him in his cot and he crys and screams til he's sick.When i pick
him up he laughs.
he doesnt understand that mummy is so tired that all she wants to do is
curl up in a ball and cry so much the place gets flooded and she drowns!
then i look at his face and i have so much love for him i cuddle him
and say"mummy loves you but its sleep time cheeky monkey"
he doesnt understand
i wish had more help from people its hard when your on your own.
theres no such thing as me time and you have to get everything done.
i would love to sit and read a book or write some poetry.
right this moment i,m drinking a cold cup of tea trying to rock baby to
sleep waiting for kettle to boil to make babys bottle up and posting
this.
i still have to wash dishes and sort clothes out!
yesterday i was ill being sick.my baby was crying and i was throwing up
in the toilets.i was so angry and upset my baby needed me but i couldnt
go to him.
i tried asking someone for help but noone did.
it just gets to much sometimes.
what would happen if i had a nervous breakdown baby would have noone.
so i have to keep it together and that just makes things even harder.
you know whyat he's just been sick everywhere
gtg
Hope
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