I agree with Sharlie, you need to get better for yourself. Do that before worrying about them; they obviously love you enough to understand and they want you to get better too. They both sound very understanding, and I can see why you feel so confused right now; but you need to take a step back from the situation and look after yourself.
They will understand, and they will stick by you. Keep them as friends, and when you feel ready to tackle the situation you'll have a clearer head and maybe a better idea of who you would feel happiest with.
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