I can't cry when I cut but when I stop cutting I cry all the time, literally whenever I'm alone. I think it's like I can have one or the other. They're both ways of coping and I've been trying to substitue cryign for cutting.. Hasnt really worked. But a while back Id been cutting for a couple of months without even trying to stop and it was impossible for me to cry. Even one tear was progress for me.
I think in a way it can be a good thing. It means more motivation for stopping cutting, because i hate when I cant cry, but its totally normal to nto be able to cry. You just need to try and decide whether its worth giving up s/h for. ( which it can be =) )
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