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sopranonut · 05-01-2008, 11:15 PM

Thank you for all the advice. It's good to know i'm not alone.d
I only just started self harming again last term, and didn't SH for about 6 months before i went to uni (now in second year so went went at least 18 months without SHing)it's just this term the urges have become so overwhelming and lots of things in my life have just got harder. Plus i'm being haunted by things from the past that i thought i'd buried.
I'm just scared that i wasn't as well as i thought i was and maybe i rushed into this course too fast. But if i dropped out (pr was forced out) now, then i would feel like the biggest failure in the world and like i said it feels like it's my only reason for living.
Arrgh, i guess i can't really tell what this term's going to be like yet, i'm just a serious pessimist.

05-01-2008, 11:15 PM	#6
sopranonut Han Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: South East London I am currently:	Thank you for all the advice. It's good to know i'm not alone.d I only just started self harming again last term, and didn't SH for about 6 months before i went to uni (now in second year so went went at least 18 months without SHing)it's just this term the urges have become so overwhelming and lots of things in my life have just got harder. Plus i'm being haunted by things from the past that i thought i'd buried. I'm just scared that i wasn't as well as i thought i was and maybe i rushed into this course too fast. But if i dropped out (pr was forced out) now, then i would feel like the biggest failure in the world and like i said it feels like it's my only reason for living. Arrgh, i guess i can't really tell what this term's going to be like yet, i'm just a serious pessimist. Last edited by sopranonut : 05-01-2008 at 11:16 PM. Reason: needed to clarify something
	Life breaks most of us in the end, but afterwards some of us are strong in the broken places ~ Ernest Hemingway