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What do I do?
so here's the deal...(brace youself, this is gonna be tedious) i've been living with this guy for nearly a year. I'm thinking this is it, making plans for our future together and everything (I'm a previous commit-aphobe) long story short, all is good. Been keeping SI's to a minimum, been doing well. Then Xmas eve I got the vomit bug thats been going round my town so couldn't go out boozin' but insisted on him goin out anyway, would've felt crap bout him stayin in just for me. So he goes out n rocks up at 6am after shagging my long term drinking buddy. I found this out on Sat 9th (he confessed) and have not managed a day not involving sharp objects since. I love him, he says he loves me and it was a mistake and I wanna believe that and move on but I've become a paranoid wreck. Am I being a really sad loser by not kicking his ass out? Am I really that crap? I don't know what to do! the only up side is that I found this site due to the extreme turmoil I'm feeling.
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