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family death
Today i heard my uncle died. Whilst i didnt know him very well he died on the anniversary of my gran (2 years) my father in law died a year ago 12/01/2007. what have i done to deserve so many deaths recently. I hadnt self harmed for 2 + 1/2 days, now i've been really stupid. im ashamed of what ive done. i keep crying. i want a black hole to swallow me up. i cant go on. at my age i should be pulling myself together. be strong for everyone. i hate this living hell. i want to die........
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