i know i have stopped for good.
i don't know, i find everything regarding selfharm different now.
before, i did it because i tried to convince myself that it somehow helped. it didn't.
maybe i would do it again, but i doubt it. &i mean. that would be because i WANTED to do it. like, i don't know how to explain it fully. but it would be because i just felt like doing it. not for the same reasons i did it two years ago when i did it because i was apparantly depressed & suicidal & whatever.
i consider myself to be "free" from selfharm.
i have done for a very very long time.
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