aw babe i'm so sorry that this happened to you and you are going through such a rough time...
i had a horrible new years eve as well up untill two weeks ago my bf did not know that i have been sh and he seen my arm and all s**t broke lose...so yeah was out at a mutual friends place an me and him were havin a great time, first time in two weeks it felt as though we were normal again until he grabbed my arm and said i still can't believe you do that and then we ended un in a huge huge fight about trust and our future blah blah you know how it goes sometimes...i ended up sitting in a room by my self crying for like an hour or so untill he came in n said soory and took me home. i just felt so crap i gave into urges and s/i and ever since then i really can't stop i'm doing it almost everyday....thats my new years story
hunni don't be scared of 2008 see it as a new begining at everything wipe the slate clean and forgive and be nicer to yourself
hang in there hunni it'll get better
you keep on fighting
take care
*lots of hugs*
lana
xoxo
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