Originally Posted by
Absi
Thank you sooo much for all the support guys, : ) It is really really appriciated. Thanks for the psalms. : )
But last night I did somethign that I had needed to do for a long time, for the first time in i don't know how long, I turned to God, I prayed to him, for what seemed like about 2 mintues but was actually about 20, and He helped me, He filled me with His glory and eased my pain. He is looking after me now, I spent a lot of time all throughout last night praying, and now i feel so much better, everytime I'm uinsure of anything I just turn to Him and He tells me what to do, I have never ever felt so close to God. All you pople you feel far from God, I encourage you just to pray and give your life back to Him, I was so scared about doing it but now i feel so strong because I have him. I also statyed up reading the Bible for ages, I could not fill myself up with enough of his words.
& I don't know if anyone can remember when this happened to me.
Well last night it happened, God took me in his arms, I could feel him holding me, and lead me through the doorway. It was pitch black, apart from a red light, it was the out line of someone and then it just grew and grew until the red light was so strong and it was no longer someones outline but was everyone and filling the room, it was hurting my eyes, but I could open them or turn away from it it had me mesmerised. God was with me the whole time, and he is with me now. Helping me to write this and find the right words.
Thank you soo much guys for your support. *hugs*
God Bless.