Hey I can relate to this -- I knida want to be readmitted again, just to know that some one cares and it is out of your hands, but, at the same time - like you, i cant afford to miss work or not pay my rent.
I think it shows you need more support that you are getting currently, do you have any professional support??
I know, realistically, that inpatient units really are not all that hot, and my experience taught me they dont always help all that much anyway - i dont know what your experiences are like working in one?
Hacve you though of maybe calling a crisis line or help line? sometimes i find all i need is someone to listen to me, then i can cope with real life easier.
I hope things get easier for you soon, hang on in there and keep fighting x x
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