I can sympathise with how you are feeling. I want this exciting life but too scared to put a foot outside.
I too feel alone sometimes even thou I have a hubby and 3 kids.
I do hope you come through this difficult time. We are all here to hold your hand through these bad times.
If you feel lonely in future please feel free to email or PM me at any time.
IceAuroraBabe@AOL.com
Jade xxx