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i did it again i all of a sudden got in a bad deppression i just cant stand me i upset everyone i dont want to be me anymore i dont want to be alive, it hurts to much and noone can see my pain but me and im too scared to ask for help im too scared too say i work i just have to smile i dont want to smile anymore i want someone to see the real me and help me and not give up , i cant get the words to describe whats wrong, im sorry