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libbie18 · 08-06-2007, 05:05 AM

I can't make tears come
I'm cutting myself but the cuts aren't even big enough to bleed but a tiny bit

I hate myself because I am a liar, a worthless bitch, and an idiot beyond belief
my best friend won't even talk to me anymore...he just tells me he doesn't know what to say and says sorry....

I have scars overlapping scars and I look at my arms and envision more and more scars appearing where the old ones are

i'm alone and deserve to suffer and yes I deserve to be alone

and i still can't cry

08-06-2007, 05:05 AM	#1
libbie18 Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: East Coast, USA I am currently:	tears I can't make tears come I'm cutting myself but the cuts aren't even big enough to bleed but a tiny bit I hate myself because I am a liar, a worthless bitch, and an idiot beyond belief my best friend won't even talk to me anymore...he just tells me he doesn't know what to say and says sorry.... I have scars overlapping scars and I look at my arms and envision more and more scars appearing where the old ones are i'm alone and deserve to suffer and yes I deserve to be alone and i still can't cry
	So long ago, was it in a dream, was it just a dream? I know, yes I know Seemed so very real, it seemed so real to me Took a walk down the street Through the heat whispered trees I thought I could hear Somebody call out my name as it started to rain Two spirits dancing so strange Ah! böwakawa poussé, poussé --John Lennon