I really really really like him. I genuinely can't see where I might meet someone else.
I keep stopping and thinking there might be a genuine reason for him logging on the dating site again....but then I can't think what it would be.....
I told him I wouldn't contact him again until next week when he's spoken to his ex but I don't know if I should just text him and say it's over and put up with the consequences.....what do you think?
I do feel pretty worthless at the moment - I can't seem to change my mood status thing on here so don't be fooled by the 'calm' tag.
How can I stop feeling for him?
When I spoke to him today he just seemed so genuine!!!! He looked visibly upset about messing me around and thanked me for not shouting at him and said that he has genuine feelings for me....have I got this wrong?
I'm so confused.
I just wish that we'd met and everything was how it was before Xmas. it was amazing then. I just wish I could make him want me.
Maybe the self harm thing pushed him that step too far away....who knows.
I'm a freak anyway
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