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Giving up?
I dont know if I should quit s/h anymore. I went almost 2 months until last night when I cut again. And now I just can't see any reasons to quit anymore. I honestly can't think of a single one. I've simply stopped caring how much I hurt myself and other people. I know it's selfish, I'm selfish, but I just don't know how to cope without it.
I don't think I even have the ability to quit in all honesty. This whole year has been dedicated to trying to stop. And each time I've failed.
I don't know if anyone else is going through this right now, I guess I just want to know if this is all worth it. If this is all worth giving up for..
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