Yeah it's understandable - I often get myself down to a really low point and people ask why I didn't get help sooner, and it just, well, I never do!
Maybe now is a time for you to sit down and realise that things don't need to get any worse before you reach out for that support. Now is the time to do it. I know it can be really hard to get out of it when you're in that destructive phase, please try and open up with someone around you. You need to stop suffering this badly sweetheart, I really do feel for you.
*holds you.*
Love,
Aimee xo
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