Hey Claire,
Sounds like things are really hard for you at the moment *squishes* especially with the increase in self-harm behaviours. As Steph has asked, did anything trigger this?
It sounds like you're struggling to cope with what is going on inside your head and your world at the moment, and your need for control of these things is showing through perhaps in your behaviours.
Do you see anyone, such as a professional or a counsellor you could talk to? If not; try speaking with your doctor because you don't have to go through this alone and that's only going to make it harder on yourself, and darling you really don't need that.
Your self harm & eating disorder behaviours are really dangerious Claire, and I know that you might be pretty apathetic to the whole thing at the moment, but they can do some serious damage that you'll be feeling once you've well and recovered from all of this (ah - and you will get there.) So please, do get some more support and help through this so you're not overwhelming yourself to this level.
Please look after yourself,
Best Wishes,
Aimee xo
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