[Just Believe.]

Lindsay I haven't spoken about you in awhile now darling but I haven't forgotten, please don't think I have. This is hard right now, things are really hard & I keep wondering how you'd have dealt with everything if you'd survived. I keep thinking about what you would have done, how you would deal with all of this. But I can't come up with an answer because I never knew you, did I? I feel like I did but the truth is I really didn't. We weren't old enough to, we;d barely been born. So I have no idea what you would have been like, would we have been similar, got on well? Or would we be totally different and nothing alike. I'm pretty sure you would be handling things better but I just have no idea, but I do miss you, I miss you alot despite not knowing you. I love you my sweet and I wish you were here so much. If only wishes came true. I'll never be able to make up for what happened to you because of me but I'm so sorry.