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Fallen_Half_Angel · 29-12-2007, 10:17 PM

the first time i SI'd i cut my arm but it was passed off as a scratch as it wasnt deep!!

then for the next 5 years ive cut the top of my thigh to shreds, however i found it didnt bleed as much as i wanted! and it'd be when i was alone, with no chance of being disturbed, it was planned SI.

recently, the past year i went back to the top of my arms, as im back at home, its easier to cover if im disturbed, and also it feels better to me for some reason.

i sometimes look at the skin on my forearm and as its unscarred, it seems too pure and beautiful, and i have huge urges to destroy it, to see the blood on it! (feel really weird and embarrassed by this)

i still havent found anywhere that bleeds enough for me, but for some reason i cant bring myself to do my stomach.

29-12-2007, 10:17 PM	#83
Fallen_Half_Angel Special K Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Derbyshire/Northampton I am currently:	the first time i SI'd i cut my arm but it was passed off as a scratch as it wasnt deep!! then for the next 5 years ive cut the top of my thigh to shreds, however i found it didnt bleed as much as i wanted! and it'd be when i was alone, with no chance of being disturbed, it was planned SI. recently, the past year i went back to the top of my arms, as im back at home, its easier to cover if im disturbed, and also it feels better to me for some reason. i sometimes look at the skin on my forearm and as its unscarred, it seems too pure and beautiful, and i have huge urges to destroy it, to see the blood on it! (feel really weird and embarrassed by this) i still havent found anywhere that bleeds enough for me, but for some reason i cant bring myself to do my stomach.
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