I've been thinking about this a lot at the moment. I cut my arms, that's where i started. Everyone knows that i 'used' to cut so i don't need to hide the scars on my arms anymore and it didn't matter. Now that i've started again i tried cutting my legs so no one could possibly see it as i really really don't want anyone to find out. But i find that it doesn't feel the same, it just does't work as good for me so i have cut my arms a little when i really need to,but now i'm terrified someone will see all time. Thankfully it's winter so it's not very hard to hide but i'm dreading when it gets to summer, don't know what i'm gonna do. All the scars on my arms were still visible but had faded to white now i have red ones again, so it's really obvious that they're new ones. oh dear.
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