I've been free for 6 months, and I'm not sure whether I'll go back. I still get really bad urges and I really struggle sometimes, but all the great stuff outweighs all the rubbish! I know I could do it, often I really want to, but I have amazingly supportive friends and all I have to do is phone them and they talk to me for as long as is necessary so I don't really need it anymore in that sense. Who knows!! I dont want to go back, but SI will always be there I think.
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