You're not bugging me at all.
I understand what you mean about your GP. I'm sure he doesn't hate you, he just has some fixed ideas about medication and life. You could always speak with another GP at your practice. It sounds like you need more sensitivity and understanding. An anti-depressant, to my mind, although I'm not a dr, would be more helpful than an anti-psychotic, and would ease the vulnerability and rawness and despair enough so that you could feel a bit more able to cope with your feelings, not to shut you up. It's important that you have your voice, and are not silenced.
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