Thanks everyone. Appointment went ok. I'm being referred for CBT.
Lindsay - I did write everything down in a sort of order and planned what to say. It was helpful.
Beckie - we did sort of talk about it the other day after "the" phone call but I was mostly in tears and we were both in a weird place to talk about it properly. I don't know if he's going to call tonight or if I should ring him, I'm not really sure where I stand but I'm sure we'll talk about it more whenever we next speak.
It's a complicated relationship, I guess. At the moment my head is saying it is never going to work... but I don't think that's what either of us really want.
Sorry for the patchy responses to people. My head is a bit fried.
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