The very fact that you’re worried about being a bad person shows that you’re not, bad people don’t worry about things like that and tend not to be remorseful for what they do. I also think its entirely possible to rehabilitate prisoners, especially if there were some extenuating curcumstances that mean that they weren’t responsible for their actions - it sounds like you were extremely ill when what happened, happened and now that you’re taking meds etc etc you’re feeling remorseful for it.
I also think some of what you’re feeling might be due to the med change, its difficult to come off one med and onto another in normal circumstances never mind when you have all this other stuff to consider. Do the hospital staff think that the new med is working?
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