I think I genuinely am better than I have been in the past, and my partner agrees that I’m at the very least better than I was at the end of last year. More able to do things, I think would be the best way to express it. It’s hard to really actually think about what is wrong. I just kind of exist, I guess but I don’t think that’s necessarily a bad thing.
It’s weird because on one hand I know that it probably is a good thing, but I don’t want to take resources away from people when I’m probably fine anyway.
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