[Darkwings44]

My friends birthday was a few days ago and I tried to make a card and a picture and I gave her all of my peeps too but her other friend said that she doesn’t want them she wants money and 100$ would be enough for her birthday present but I don’t have it so I’ve made a deal with a guy who has been trying have basically sex with me since I got into the dayhab and the deal was I go out with him only if he gives me 100$ up front it’s the only way to give my friend 100$ for her birthday since one of her other friends said that she wouldn’t like any of my gifts…….. but then another person found out about the deal and then she told the staff about it and
The day of her birthday I found out that she didn’t want to be my friend anymore because I didn’t have the money for her and she also trew my gifts away so now in order to stop my friend from hateing me I have to sell myself online I’m sorry if I broke any rules but
But I don’t know how to get the money otherwise
My whole life I wanted to feel what it felt like to be liked and loved so I want to at least be able to be liked if not loved but if not and if nothing else I want to know that I have tried my hardest and that I’ve done everything possible to be able to be liked and loved by people………. when someone is wanting me to give them 100$ for their birthday I will try my hardest to get them it even if I have to sell myself to get them the money