[CaptainB2]

I think at the moment it’s best for me to do what I can to try to make my current job work. It’s exhausting changing jobs all the time. I’ve been through 4 jobs in 5 years and that’s had enough of an effect on me. I’m worried that doing something like temp work would be a little too mentally exhausting. I’m kinda a “devil I know” vs. “devil I don’t know” kinda guy. It’s been a few days since my original post, and the work incident that prompted it may not turn out as bad as I originally thought. I think it’s safe to say this point I won’t be fired for it. Long story short, I work as a paint salesman, and I caused a can of floor coating to explode in one of our machines permanently, damaging it costing the company on more money than I even know. BUT if I was going to be fired for it, I would likely would’ve been fired already, so I think I’m safe for the moment.

I do appreciate the suggestion. I will definitely keep temp work in mind if things don’t work out.

I’m not as concerned about my failures in the work world as I am my failures in other aspects of life like relationships and connections with other people. To me, that’s a much bigger deal than work and money even though I realize my original post seems to be saying the opposite. Keep in mind again that was made immediately after a major accident at work. But really, my real concern of being a screwup and failure is how much I fail and screw up relationships with other people. i’m just so alone and can’t do anything about it!