Proud of you for going.
I know it's really hard but try not to worry too much about whether or not bloods will show something. You can't change what the bloods will show. Completely understand you want it to be something that's easy to fix though.
It sounds like your brain was trying to express some of your frustration about your situation (i.e. the exhaustion and lack of support). Is there another way you could try and express your frustration in case that's what it is? Punch a pillow or scream into one? Write all the frustrating things on paper and then destroy the paper?
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