The idea of volunteering for a charity is good - but not the one for me - mainly because I find it difficult to leave the house, yes I can walk the dog - but that doesnt involve meeting anyone. I also wonder how I would explain it to my husband - I cant go to the pub with him and our friends but I can do xyz - it just doesnt sit right.
Today seemed a little better - I have spent most of the day playing an RPG game on the PC and that seems to help, also I have done the ironing and the cleaning - which I find is an excellent distraction.
I have lots of hobbies and interests but I just dont seem to be able to get into them - sitting still is a problem - even when I am reading my sub conscious seems to be talking to me.
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