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Different Form Of Sh (( Triggering ))
I've struggled with cutting for abt 7 years now. I'm only js now feeling mentally prepared to stop. But the thing is tht for me at the moment , it feels physically impossible to quit sh all together. So I bought a lighter. I've worn multiple bracelets around my arms ever since I started cutting so now tht I'm burning instead , the amount of bracelets has lessened but I definitely need at least 4 or 5 to keep me feeling okay. I still count the days I am sober from cutting cs I don't feel like my new method is as harmful , hopefully one day I'll be able to quit sh all together but for now I don't feel ready. Idk. It's good tht I've stopped one form of sh though right ??
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