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this sucks
Hey!
I have struggled with eating issues for a lot of my life, but it wasn?t until around 2 years ago that I was finally diagnosed with both anorexia and bulimia. Since getting diagnosed, I have gotten a lot of help and have recovered a lot in the past years. I feel as though all of this progress is kind of going down the drain, as I am beginning to relapse. I feel very guilty about it, which in turn keeps me from reaching out. I feel as though I have let down all that have helped me get to where I am today, and if I tell them that I am struggling again they will be disappointed or even angry. I know that reaching out will help prevent me from spiraling any deeper, but it?s still hard. Does anyone else feel like this?
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