Yeah, I can relate. Some things are just a ridiculous struggle and they seem silly even though they aren't. Example: I struggle to shower due to a phobia. Such a simple thing which I now find difficult. Or when I had to clean the oven and realised that I was in my 30s and had never cleaned an oven and had no clue how to and felt like an idiot.
For me, a lot of it ended up being due to being neurodivergent (autistic) and now I can give myself a bit of a break, but sometimes these things are just harder due to our mental health as well, and that's okay - even if it doesn't feel like it is.
Sending some love and solidarity. You're not on your own.
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