i'm really sorry for what heppened to you. but it was not in any way your fault, when we are young we don't understadn these things and naturally asume what our parents to do to be right... sometimes this trust is abused...
I can't really say i relate, I was too raped, but not by a parent. What I can say though is it will probably be easier to not go through this alone... perhaps speak to a counciler or a friend/your partner about this. you would be burdening anyone, and it could help you alot.
not really sure what i can advice to be honest... but i hope that people here help and that things improve for you. good luck
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